The thoughts = the truth?

Why am I still alive?

This is a question
that I have asked myself for a long,
long time now.

People treat me like shit all the time, and man,
it hurts.
It really hurts.
I feel unloved, uncared for, and neglected.
Before you say that it's not true,
I have been through a lot more than you think.

So many people that I have loved have left me.
Am I not good enough for them?

At this point, what even am I?

I'm just a piece of useless garbage.

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